Gifts Galore

Alrighty, I guess I forgot to keep writing yesterday… I cleaned and made mini cakes. Plus they were trying out a new singer and I just got really distracted. And writing just doesn’t seem as satisfying any more. Maybe it does. I don’t know.
Today I’m waiting for a call from massage envy. I’ve had interviews there and she is supposed to call me to let me know her final decision. I might call her first. I’m impatient. Plus it’s nye and I just want to be able to enjoy my night with out being anxious for an answer.
Anyways, I wanted to write about what I got for Christmas.
First off, the last gift I got to open, and the only reason I can write right now, I GOT AN ITOUCH. It’s fantastic. Momma got one for Jess and I and I absolutely love it. I’ve been trying to find apps that make running a small craft business easier. Like tracking things and such. But I’ll come back to that. Rodney got me a whole bunch of stuff! Two super awesome hoodies that I never want to take off. He got me this gorgeous mirrored glass jewelry box. And a pretty necklace inside plus three pairs of really pretty plugs. One pair is CZ and looks like a reg pair of diamond earrings but really they are a size two gauge. They are for when I finally have a job, I can look like I have normal earrings. Then he got me a stocking full of little goodies and he is just amazing. I bought Rodney new pillows for his bed and finally made him the Star Wars pillow cases with the fabric we bought a million years ago. They came out perfect. I think he loves them. When I finally start getting paychecks, I told him and the girls and mom that I’m having a second mini Christmas so I can actually get people real stuff. It sucks being so poor. Rodney’s grandparents got me a really pretty necklace. It has a glass pendant of like a peacock feather and the colors in it are amazing. I really like it. Rodney’s sister got me some yarn and I super like the colors. And she made me this gorgeous hand painted canvas that says twocupsoftea. It’s so pretty. I have to take a picture of it. I’m gonna make it he cover photo on my fb page and its going to be in he background of every photo I take of items to put up in the shop.
Ok, New Years resolutions. Later.

Lovin Life

Holy moly it’s been like a month since I’ve actually written anything than a draft I never posted or a horoscope. Christmas was great, Rodney did everything he could to make it super special and it’s the first time in years that I’ve actually been enjoying winter and the holidays it brings. We went and cut down our own tree ( it has an orange scent!) and I saw Santa, and even though I’m afraid of him I told him I want a job and that’s it. So we decorated the tree and I put so many lights on it and it came out looking stunning. Then one day Rodney and I took a nap under it. I think today were gonna make a snow man. Last night we went ice skating at campus martius ( I was pretty buzzed) and I didn’t even fall! The two days before that we went sledding both days with Mia and then we took mom and Jess the second day.

Ok, I want to write more like my New Years resolutions and what I got for Christmas but I have to clean the kitchen and make some pink donuts with my new donut maker. I’ll be back!

Ring My Bell

So, I’m at Rodney’s and I’m supposed to be listening for all the packages they are expecting to be delivered. There have already been two today, and weirdly enough they didn’t ring the doorbell, just prob knocked (which I wouldn’t hear no matter where I am in the house.) the just left them outside by the garage door. I went into the bathroom and thought I heard a big truck so I went downstairs and that’s how I found them. Then I’m sitting here listening to Weezer on Pandora and I swear I hear the doorbell. Now keep in mind, I’ve only really heard the doorbell here one time. Maybe two. So I go down and see if anyone is at the front door; no one is there. So I go into the garage and look out the garage door, and nothings there. So needless to say, I’m creeped out and I’m afraid to listen to Pandora anymore. Plus, I am like 99.9999% positive that the song didn’t have a doorbell sound in it. >.<

Ah Drew just got home and he said it's just the voices in my head. LOL the voices in my head are doorbells? At least I can stop freaking out now. He can deal with the next weird thing to happen.

Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros – Home

Tunnel Ahead

Well well well. Look who has been slacking on her writing again…
I just can’t find the motivation or the inspiration anymore. There is so much going on and nothing going on at the same time. Pretty much all month I’ve been stressed about thanksgiving because for some reason I had it in my head that I had to choose between spending it with Rodney or spending it with my family. Turns out, I’m crazy. His family did Thursday, my family did Friday. So all is well on that front. Now I just get to stress for another month about Christmas. That one comes with guilt too, since I haven’t found a job yet, I’m pretty sure no one gets a gift from me, and that really bums me out because I love spoiling people, and I know people are going to get me things, and it just makes me feel bad. And wow that was the sentence that never ended.
Six fucking months or so and I’ve been adement about finding a job and filling out apps and calling places relentlessly to ‘see if anyone’s had a chance to look over my application’. It’s exhausting and embarrassing. I used to get every job I applied for. No joke, I had to turn down three jobs at one point because they all offered me a position. Times have changed. I’ve got nothing. I’m doing nothing with my life except giving myself carpel tunnel and I can’t even keep crocheting soon because my yarn stash is running out and I can’t expect other people to replenish it. Rodney is the love of my life though because he bought me some yarn yesterday to work on the blanket I’m pretty sure I’m going to keep for myself. But I would really like to be able to buy people Christmas gifts. It would be fantastic.
Plus, we really want to have an ugly sweater/chili cook off party and pinterest has given me all these cute ideas and Rodney (understandably) doesn’t want to spend a ton of money on it but if I had income I totally would! I love doing stuff like that and it would be nice to actually be able to contribute to life. And to the people that have been so generous to me for so long.
Ugh, I’m going into that dark place again and it’s becoming hard to see what else there is to write about so I’m going back to watching Ugly Betty.